télos is a tumblelog.

On the Eve of Lent

So many years have passed and I still wonder what I am becoming, if I am becoming anything at all. And if I am not, this is my greatest fear, because I wonder if God has abandoned me, and that I am lost with no love to anchor me. This is why I pray, and why I seek, so I’ll find some assurance from the divine that what drives me is a right and true eros, and I hope that I’ll find what I’m looking for if there is anything to be found at all.